My seniors are not disappearing this Spring like they
usually do. That makes me happy. Most
years, the arrival of warm weather means low attendance. I end up roaming the
hallway outside of my classroom looking for students, wondering if enough will
trickle in for class to feel like something other than a tutoring session. I tell them: "Kids in private schools pay lots of money for classes this small," and I think that they think that's weird.
But, while the students are actually coming, they are becoming
increasingly difficult to engage and motivate. Lessons that would have sparked
thoughtful discussions and led to meaningful writing, at least in my opinion,
seem to drag on forever. Students are starting to complain that class is boring
and I can see them looking at me with resentment in their eyes while they drudge
through assignments. There is not quite an air of loathing in the room.
I have the benefit of teaching seniors, and for some reason
this year they actually believe that they will fail if they do not do their
work or come to class. This has not
always been the case, and I imagine that it is different for many teachers
across the district, as it has been for me in the past.
My real point here is that I really want to know if
Baltimore schools can actually become places that students want to come to on a
daily basis. I know there is a seemingly
overwhelming number of factors that keep students away, but the system must implement changes to make schools a more
attractive option for students when they are deciding how to spend their days.
It is not enough for teachers to bear the burden of getting
students motivated to come to school. We
can certainly have a huge impact, but it would be more efficient and effective
if the district systematically made an effort to make schools more appealing. I
have seen energized and effective teachers vampirized by the system, and when
they move on or change positions, their replacements have to start from
scratch.
Facilities are a major issue, and talk of renovations is
finally in the air. Schools are aesthetically
repugnant. They are uncomfortable in all
seasons. The water is poisonous. There
are long unused corridors devoid of natural light that lead nowhere. At least this is true of my school.
Still the physical infrastructure is only part of the issue,
and it is hard to separate other issues from the root causes, which might
include but not be limited to underfunding, an obsession with testing, and the
love/fear of failure.
I want to see Baltimore schools when they are a place that
students want to come, even though they are sick of English class or the buss
is late or they are hungry or they were up all night or the new Xbox game is
particularly engaging or their friends are at the mall. Our schools must realize their competition. Learning must be willful in order for it to
occur. If schools are going to actually
educate and enrich young individuals, they need to make them want to be
there. Or perhaps that is just
pandering.